How Do I Let You Go....

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How do i let you go?....

I wanted to let you go now... or at least, my feelings for you...

I am in pain....

I am hurting again...

I feel that for the nth time in my life...

God and life were good to me..... perhaps, it was me who is not good with myself....

that's why i'm hurting... that's why i'm feeling this way...

I should have been contented... i should have just treasured and loved what God has given me...

Perhaps, it was really my fault...

Yes, it was my fault... i should have not allowed you to permeate my system again.... i should have moved on the first time you hurt and left me... i should have lived my life...

The longer the process of forgetting, the more my hurt, pain, misery & anger is surfacing...My heart is still taking control of my mind....

I am hoping that the LOVE & CONCERN might soon go away,But I guess I have to learn to let go first & move on....

I have to keep myself busy so that I don’t think of you.It is not easy to do… I MISS YOU…

i am missing you so much....

I am praying that I can leave everything in God’s hand who knows what is best for both of us... God allowed us to meet & what happened was also His will....

I know everything will fall into proper place in God’s time....

i only hope it would be soon...


“aLtHoUgH lOvE mEaNs NeVeR gIvInG uP, iT aLsO mEaNs LeTtInG gO..whEn LoViNg BeCoMeS a OnE wAy PrOcEsS wE hAvE tO lEt Go..LeTtInG gO iS a PiLL wE sWaLLoW sO aS tO hEaL oUrSeLvEs AnD mOvE oN tO tHe NeXt PhAsE oF oUr LiFe.."