It's US again...

originally posted last March 31, 2006

ok... im about to start....

its "US" again...

i mean, we're back to each other's arms...

though its platonic this time... no malice... just pure concern.. and love (at least for me)...

call me stupid for going back... but what can i do?...

i still love him...

and i still desperately want him...

even during stolen moments only, i'm happy...

at least, im more special than any other girls he knows...and that would be enough.....

of course it still hurts...

i guess loving him will always bring me pain... eh masochista ata ako...

unknowingly, it seems i enjoy being hurt....

so long that the pain comes from him... hehe...


but for those who have gone through this...
for those who loved deeply and so intent....

i know, you will understand me...

you can't teach your heart to forget..
you just wait for that to happen...

and it hasnt happened to me yet...


forgive me if i'm still this stupid...


i'm just head over heels, deeply in-love....