Mixed Emotions

originally posted last April 03, 2006



did i say it was platonic?

i guess it was not...

i hate and i love the feeling...

mixed emotions...


i hate it ....

coz' i dont feel guilty...

coz' i should not be doing it...

coz' even though reasons why i should not do it were laid to me first, i still did it............


i love it ....

coz i did feel good...

coz what i wanted to happen happened...

coz i feel special, cared for and loved even on that day only...


but most of all,

i love it coz i was with the one I love..............

and i really care less for anything else.....