Friday, June 23, 2006

questions....

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why is it possible to love a person and yet, not be in-love with him?....

and why is it possible too, to be in-love with another person, and yet, you're still not happy with him...


that sucks, isnt it?...

wanting and having both worlds and still be unhappy...


i still love my husband..... i know, i do... but i can no longer feel the magic... i could no longer be happy with him... unless the children is around to contribute the joy...


and why am i still in-love with the mayor when all he caused me is pain... i am unhappy with him but i can't let him go... coz that would mean death for me... huh, better be unhappy than die...


how my life sucks with these questions i could not answer...

2 comments:

jade said...

I know this feeling so well ... to love someone but not be in-love and to be in-love but unhappy with the relationship.

Makes you crazy, huh.

The Lady said...

yes... its making me really cazy... i cant let go of both worlds... Perhaps, pain is what i have to pay for being so selfish...