Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i'm tired....

M didn't say goodbye again last night... he just disappeared...

and cola, his other girl, is also not around anymore... maybe, they're together... i hope they go together in hell...

its always like that... if he's not with me, he's playing with her.... then after a few days, he'll come back if he needs favor or some sweet loving from me... and i will be just plain stupid to welcome him again and again with open arms and loving heart... completely forgetting all the pains he had caused me...

just plain stupid me... why does it have to be this way?... why do i have to be like this?..

i only wanted to be loved...

God, i'm tired....

1 comment:

The Lady said...

thanks... im quite glad it didnt depressed you since most of the posts were quite "not-so-happy"... The template, though was a pre-designed template in blogger... its really not original..