a few minutes after i wrote and posted my entry yesterday, M e-mailed me... He said he was on a half day and asked me how i was doing... i didnt respond... he e-mailed me again and told me he took a peep on our Department and saw me (yes, i saw him do that) ... he said i looked good.. i still didnt respond...

then he called...

he asked me if there was something wrong... i answered, "nothing"... but he didnt give up... he said he knew there was something wrong but couldnt figure it out... he asked if i was angry with him... i said "yes"... i said i was angry because he didnt even bothered to say "hi" the whole day... he repeated that he was on a halfday and was called on a meeting as soon as he arrived... i didnt answer... i could not tell him about what i saw... about the phone converstaion he seemed to have with Cola... he said "sorry" and didnt hang up the phone until i said he was already forgiven...

and really, i forgive him....

call me stupid... but i really couldnt stay angry at him for a long time... i just couldnt force myself to do that... too many times i tried... but failed...

maybe, i just love him so much...