last Saturday, i was in the office with a few officemates (including Cola) for an overtime when the phone rings...
it was M...
he asked me if i wanted to spend a few hours with him...
what do you expect?... of course, i said yes...
we went to the same Motel we also went to the 2nd time we did it...
and, yes, we did it again... twice!...
it was really not magical like before but it was fulfilling... and i was happy!.. i guess that's what really matters, huh... i was happy just because of the fact that i was with him... even if we just lie down there not doing anything, i would still be happy... because he was with me...
if you would asked me if i now feel loved by him coz he asked me out...
the answer would still be NO...
but who cares?... even if he does not really love me at all or even if he tells me straight to my face that our feelings is really not mutual, i would still be in love with him...
my feelings would not be changed by the fact that he was not feeling the same...
my love for him was unconditional... i am happy just to be with him...
and during those moments that his arms are wrapped around me, i feel secured and all pains simply melt away...
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I know how you feel. Sometimes it's hard to do what is best and healthy for ourselves. Love really sucks sometimes!
don't let you use in this way. Can't you see he's just doing so? Men like him are interested, i really know, but are even dangerous. Delete him by your mind. It can be only better...
sorry i wanted to say 'men like him are interesing..'. I'm italian, my english is not perfect!! ;)
hello, sisetta... thanks for leaving a comment... its okay if your english is not perfect... me, neither...
do you have a blog?.. regards.
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